u dont know me

~Farewell~

2010-01-26T13:59:00.002+08:00

i think this will be my last post 4 this blog
won't be updating it anymore
since i'm so inactive and lazy to update it
however i'm nt deleting it
this blog has my feelings and memories in it
i wanna keep those =D

thanks people
and special thanks to shirley 4 creating this
blogskin 4 me =x *bt i think i screwed it up*

*could someone just tell me all those pain i go through was a lie?*

hahas~ seriously decade since i update

2009-10-20T18:31:00.007+08:00

hahas my art =x
i tried new method that cher teach and it turn oit fine =p
cut liao wow!
my fringe change side and spike top
looks new =p hapopy wif this

my long hair LOL!
so messy somemore nid iron to keep it straight

HAHAS this guy kana tunder god strike so his face so black =3
guess who?=x

=3 PIGLET!

hoho whose hand arh =p
"dun anyhow arh"

naz gt a super nice post HAHAS!

hahas boys photo = x can lets soar tgt
definately miss u guys once i leave =p

hahas! obviously
can't miss out this guy
=3 should call him the core of our class hahas
NAZ I miss u babe
LOL! (sound so gay)=x

sweet sia = x
but inside gt 1 piglet extra LOL!
si piglet HAHAS!
pinch ur cheek den u noe = 3

RAPE ARH! LOL!

taken during school graduation day =3
wif this young and active (fast moving cher)
LOL!
potassium hydroxide
AKA Mr Koh

see this lazy bump mouse = 3
somemore give that face hahas

erm this drink call white spider
(is actually sprite plus some icecream topping)
it's nice though LOL!
shir kope my drink = x

hahas random lah we donno study until go sembawang beach and we end up
catching carb there LOL! ADESH
u epic failure
that dam fish is an idiot to swim into ur net LOL!
enjoy, there some sweet "coup-pel" in the pic LOL! = x

actually this is a table and chair around yishun hill !
it's on fire LOL!

this is the table i nvr set night mode so onli can see fire

done by cecilia?

my phone cannot take night pic so sucky =3

Pic above were taken during lantern festival
we went to yishun hill wif
jerry,roydon,cecilia,zi hao,bing jun, daniel
follow by alot more (cannot 4get gt 1 person "sucker")
u now who he is hahas

went there lor bomb lighter as usual hahas
nothing much lah
this year de lantern festival like very boring
maby because of of the " O- level "
no1 ask to go out lor hahas
i almost thought that lantern festival over le leh hahas
* gt point i make new friend? *
* cecilia, bing hong and chin wee*
(pardon me if i spell wrongly hahas)

i'm waiting
understand me more will u
it simply hurt deep down my heart

~joke of the sick~

2009-07-10T12:57:00.004+08:00

today gt chinese "o" level oral
and so sway i didn't go -.-

rescheduled to mon/tue
*mostlikely i am alone*
~.~ nervous

last taken temp 38.3 degree -.-
was alone wif ah gong
so went down to buy food

here comes the joke of the day
i walk to coffee shop when it is raining
*obviously i took an umbrella along*
and i went to buy food
den i realise pple was like staring at me
den was like ps
when taking out money to pay 4 food
den i realise i walked into the coffee shop
wif my umbrella opened -.-

~ current events happening ~

2009-06-16T19:25:00.004+08:00

4 caught by naz the rest caught by me : x

today we went to fishing
than LOL!
naz gt his first try to cast the line

we fishing half way
gt a bangala come
he ask
delicious arh

than is like we joke around wif him
we say ya

"delicious"
me: cook wif chilli arh (sarcastic way)
naz join in the fun
naz: cook curry fish head lah LOL!

*note no fish were harmed/ killed in this process*
*all were putted back to the water*

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HAHA pic of the day
ps: yunting want this pic msn tell me XD

guess wat is this? star?
nonono wrong its the moon XD taken from parade square

see this bangala slping LOL!
guess who is it :P
feel free to post ur ans on my tag board

haha art camp :P
kinda boring but
somehow we manage to get our own fun
and i did a very pai seh thing LOL!
me, naz and zhen nian
we go parade square than!~
LOL

we fell aslp at parade square
from 4.30 to 5.30 liddat
i first wake up
saw the gurls from the 4th floor wake up liao
first is 2 gurls than i went lying down again
after that 4 gurls
than i malu (shy)
than wake naz up followed by zhen nian XD

next morning
mr silvium
tok to me arh
silvium: see lah nw slpy yesturday nite slp at parade square LOL
he say we slp like dead log walk near us also nvr move

and i realise something
parade square somehow was cooling LOL!

and Irfan
because he mid night hungry than we accompany him go mac
to buy his supper
due to the gate locked
we jumped fence LOL!

naz go first
cross liao he say
naz: arh bes my pants kana the sharp sharp fence
nw gt 1 big hole
LOL!
the hole at least gt 10 cm long
he dam malu (shy)

than followed by me
i also kana the fence
FBT pants tio poke 2 hole LOL!

followed by irfan
LOL! he too short
half way tio stuck cannot come down XD
luff until stomach pain XD

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Pic taken before camp but i lazy upload so nw than update

see naz?
seems professional rite
but notice the white ball
it went straight in the pit LOL!

night walk wif naz
than was like boring
i ask him want go pool
than he say ok arh
than we go safra
went to play the pool outside
XD
naz gt his first experience
and he thinks its fun too
onli when we see each other makes silly mistake LOL!

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actually there is a video on fire works behind north point
i took a video but it went half way onli
my phone batt went flat LOL!

so i ask naz bluetooth to me
i gt the video but i upload 2 hours nvr upload finish so i gave up
*if u guyz want to see the video feel free to ask me*
*loads of rubbish i and naz tok about sure u luff LOL!*

my comment : starting of the show is that there is more smoke than fireworks lah

we tok alot of rubbish when the lady on the platform appear
somemore the lady strip LOL!
than naz say
*arh bes pink colour LOL!*

2009-06-03T02:09:00.002+08:00

lazy update : x
so perhaps videos will do
proudly present kokoro ( heart )
stumbly upon this mv from a friend of mine : x

~yui~ goodbye days

2009-05-22T13:34:00.002+08:00

So I'm going to go see you right now, that's what I've decided
I want to have you listen to this song, that I have in my pocket

Quietly, I turned up the volume, to make sure that it was there

Oh good-bye days, right now I've got the feeling that things are going to change;
so long to everything up until yesterday
An uncool kindness is at my side
~With you

I pass one ear phone over to you
And this moment slowly streams over to you

Can you really love me? Even though I sometimes lose my way

Oh good-bye days, right now things inside my heart have begun to change, alright
An uncool kindness is at my side
~With you

If possible, I'd like to not have sad feelings
But they'll come to me, won't they?
In those times, it would be good, if only I could say
"Yeah, hello! My friend", with a smile

When we both are humming the same song, I wish for you to be by my side
I'm glad that we were able to meet each other, with such an uncool kindness

... Good-bye days

*kiss - represent the pledge of love that u will be beside him/her tills the end of earth*
my hearts hurts nw
plz understand my feeling T.T

~exam coming~

2009-04-30T21:31:00.002+08:00

exam r coming
stress level rising
but i am still playing
XD

no sense of seriousness LOL!
everyday was like study study study no life
seriously feel like going 4 a outing like chalet
or wat >.>
geting bored to death !!!

daring, 4 years liao
i think we finally returned to the state we started off at pri 6
today is the first time we held hands
and 4 the first time during the 4 years period of hardship
and u lied on my shoulder 4 the first time
u might think this might nt be important
but too me i am more than
contented
i am willing to carry u throughout the journey
suki desu
zuto ni neh

6th day of tai pei trip

2009-04-02T18:38:00.018+08:00

the strawberry ice cream i ate there XD
*curious*?
this was the store i bought my condom and biagra etc XD

train ticket to tai pei

the train station

the scenery

cherry blossom

the people looks so retard lol

can u guyz see a picture of a pig?

spot the bee?
its humongus

ziling said this was taken from the internet -.-

the land slide i saw 0.o dangerous

our bus hab to stop

wondering wat wif this packet of chips?
due to air pressure the bag of the potato chip is exploding : x

cute piglet

the green tea there XD

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6th day of tai pei trip
starting to get bored of the trip
wake up imba early today because!
we going to ali shan to see the cherry blossom

on the way up the mountain
due to the bus which is double decker
and roads without railing
with narrow roads
it's freaking me out
if the bus fall off
i dun think we hab any chance of survival LOL!
total height of 2200km up in the air

toilet break than our bus people donno from wat hole
go buy "bian pao"

lots of people at the ali shan due to the cherry blossom festival
took lots of picture of it

after leaving ali shan
we went to the chin ying bullet train station
thought the bullet train travel at 800km/h
but to my dissapointment again
it travel only at 268km/h T.T
went back to tai pei
the first day that the hotel i stay in

5th day of tai pei trip

2009-04-02T18:12:00.008+08:00

squarrel i saw XD
very cute
*sry 4 blur images*
dun expect so much 4 2 megapixel XD
the "sai gong"
dam the light LOL!

wind power station

this dog imba horny
it wanna rape me LOL!

model of the semi submarine i sat 4

BANANA BOAT !!! :P
bt i nvr sit -.-

so nice : x

another blue film LOL!

temp u guyz wif the food : x

those r bird next u believe it?
shock morning see swallow flying there
somemore is the hotel

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5th day of tai pei trip
went to the "gen ting"
nt malaysia arh XD
its by the sea again
so scenery is bound to be spectacular
surrounded by mountain
and clear blue sea
went to somewhere
where there is a light house
and snap pic of the sea wif mountain
after that we went 4 the semi submarine
thought was a fully submarine
dissappointed
bt still i took a video of the marine life
*recommended to watch from 8 min onwards*
due to the rest is only coral

from the video u will see small fishes
but due to sunlight
their scales reflect and it look wonderful

after that went to temple pray again -.-
(skip)

on the way back to hotel
see the "sai gong"
the invite god thing
than saw them reach the temple they release firework
but along the street of the temple
is the shopping district
and yes the release firework in the middle of the city
(just hope they dun burn down the shops there XD)
toilet break
heard this loud screech
went to check it out
lucky enought to see a squarrel
dam cute walk 1 step "chip" 1 time

reach hotel bath went out to night market below
was walking pass the KTV there
XD yes
model standing outside
tube dress mini skirt LOL!
*nose bleed*
went back hotel bath again
(waste water : x)
nose bleed hahas
see too much girl

pon skool :P

2009-03-30T20:17:00.005+08:00

today arh
so free XD
nvr go skool so gt some time i wenta post about my tai pei trip
leg swollen arh
fall down bleed dun care
XD nw kana infection
cannot bend

worse some1 smsed me and said she gotta a pig leg
somemore sitting wheel chair liao
XD *guilty*
sry man T.T

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BjPsGIH-oiM&feature=related
watch this movie XD dun luff ur ass off hahas
dam kawaii!!! and hularious LOL!

bind to my shadow
so that you will be beside me
anytime i need you
babe dun let go anymore
i love you

4th day of tai pei trip

2009-03-30T12:08:00.013+08:00

this slipper is fold to make de
they say dun wear and walk 0ut of hotel
bt i still did XD

the sun set

zoom to see clearly
*nw i noe y pple get aids XD*

Sexy XD

*big lah hahas!!!*

wonderful flower bed

execution
i gt a pic of myself de but dun want show
malu XD

the thingy i went to sit
*focus on the below thats where i sit*

zoom to see the height of that thing
*scary*

god bless i hope ur house dun sink LOL!

their power station?

lame story
the tour guide say the pple from ali shan chase the deer until here
than catch so they build a statue here -.-

floating platform

the lake water is so clear

the hotel i say in
maby the entire hoilday this hotel is the best : x

haha rich guy's car

see wat i eat over there
bu fat shi jia de lor XD
*temp u guyz*

spa right beside my window !
i should hab zoomed into it and snap pple zzz

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4th day of tai pei trip
the temp is nw like my house air con nt
cold nt warm
just rite XD
wake up
was surprised!
because yesturday very dark nvr see anything
wake up i see the lake just beside the hotel
wonderful scenery
XD
and! i missed something
there is a spa house just beside my window!
i should zoomed into the windows and snap some pic : x
prepare 4 the day
(skip)

first thing we went is to take the boat to the floating plate form
than the tour guide say tai pei anytime will earth quake
due to tai pei is formed by the 2 plates of earth crust
dangerous
just hope the land don't go sliding down : x

than went to my favourate
"ju zhu wen hua chun"
there is a theme park inside !
HAHA!
go in straight i saw was the ufo!
dun noe wat to call it
but is go up than come down at extreme speed de
funny thing is they cover the top of the thingy
we won't noe when the thing dropping
than every1 start shouting XD
than "click"
they release the thing and we went dropping
-.- 80 plus feet just nid 1 sec to go down
* first time i closed my eyes playing this thing -.-
the preasure is too much 4 me*
hahas
went to take the cable car to go to the top of the mountain
u guyz will see a very interesting pic
*info- gurls dun look better*
went to eat lunch and wow
donno they bring us go where
the flowers there ...
different varieties
and vivid colours

last we went to the "fou guang shan"
from the name u noe is go "bai bai" de lor
very sian
(skip)

onli fun time is when we go down the hill
i saw the grapping machine
XD
starting change coin than sit there grap the soft toy
spend 5 sg dollar in the end -.-
i get nthing
cheat my money XD

last we went to the hotel
or should i say a resort?
the design and colour cordination sux LOL!
so orh biang 1 XD

today the area we went to is lesser due to travel time
every destination nid 2 hours plus
sit dao my butt "kai hua" XD

after that went to a secret place to light the "tian den"
its illegal u noe and due to report say that it burn down houses hahas
and wow! the star there is beautiful de lor
nt sky any more
looks like a galaxy to me :P

3rd day of tai pei tripo

2009-03-30T11:43:00.010+08:00

looks so open all made of glass : x

see u noe wat i mean bt lucky gt curtain

WHO EVER LOOKING AT THIS
DUN EVER LUFF OR I HUNT U DOWN

plasma tv sia XD

futon

my zodiac

see my tour guide -.- the middle wearing tiger stripe de

wonderful toilet wif flower bedsthe lake is so beautiful

* why is this pic so blue*
because its blue film LOL!

the hot spring hotel we went to

nice rite taken by me XD

*another blue film XD*
to be exact dun noe y this 2 pic is so blue : x

hahas read the chinese words on the bottle
*translate*
who cares XD

my breakfast XD
everyday eat liddat i will grow fat

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3rd day of tai pei trip
the temp is nt so cold compaired to the previous days
around 19 degree
we went 4 the hot spring
(hahas i am so glad its nt a outdoor spring)
went to 40 degree de first and i jumped -.-
after that 30 degree
last 20 degree
after the wonderful hot spring
we went to this place which was once a palace
the toilet also very beautiful lor XD
hab u seen singapore toilet decorated wif designs
plus FLOWER BEDS XD
(skip)
hahas
for the hotel XD
we gt something special XD
we gt the Tatami room
(jap style)
super duper happy XD
hahas found a tatami robe in the drawer
and start wearing it
but! i dun noe hw tie
and it look duper funny hahas

*tour guide hab been morning calling us quite early
so today she let us go back hotel early to rest
AND
no pic of hot spring
u coulden't ask me to bring my camera into the hot spring
later pple wack me XD

2nd day of tai pei trip

2009-03-21T12:00:00.005+08:00

restaurant i went to

the ceiling

2nd day of tai pei
we mainly went to the coast area
and due to yesturday's rain
as well as the monsoon
the temp drop to 12 degree
and yes!
i was shivering
as well as complaining LOL!
my dad say
" wa cold until my didi
"giu" (shrink) liao"
haha
we went to view some sort of place
where there is history in it
than we
went to the coast
take pic bt can't go near it T.T
u haven't reach u gt swip away liao haha
bt nvm guyz there will be pic to show u guyz
there is also a natural sea-formed stone
which look super-duper like meteorite XD
dun even noe is real or fake 1
after that took bus to place to eat
we went to a restaurant that was designed and build by a person
nt posh but imba creative
the feature there can't be described wif words
let the pic take the job of explaining ba
after that went to night market again bt this time is a different 1 lah due to
the cold weather we went to buy the coat
and my mom! LOL!
wear like imba like alaskan pple XD
*alaskan pple short like penguin*
very cartoon lor my mom

*note my hp battery ran out of battery so some pic might nt be present*

2009-03-21T11:20:00.008+08:00

the chicken ass
"ohwa jian"
dun noe the spelling XD

the night market

taken outside the tower 101

beautiful lady ( view the most right )
so cute XDthis ball detect the wind

view of the scenery taken from floor 89another view of the balla

1st day of tai pei trip
we went to tower 101
paid to go up to the 91 floor
and holy the air there is super cold 18 degree onli
make me shivering like hell
( ziling i took the photo of the tower 101 liao )
than we went to the 'wu fen bu'
and u noe wat the clothes there dam nice and cheap lah ...
6 clothes nt even over 100 sg dollar
XD

girls in singapore go there sure like that place
see the clothes i also want buy 4 my girl sia XD
and u realise something the pple there is chio de lor
( seriously lah the mini shirt and hot pants suit the taste of the sg gurls...
nt because can see upskirt hor bt is really dam fashion lah)
after that went to makan than walk walk sian ... (skip) went to the night market
she sau 3 thing mist eat or cannot get on bus
haha
1st is chicken ass
the eat especially the "hole" of the chicken
2nd is the pig blood
make them into jelly
3rd is duck head
nt duck neck hor is HEAD
wif brain in it
holy lah XD

went back hotel waste the water there
bath 4 at least 1 hour
so bad sia me
singapore say save water
i go there waste their water
haha

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BEFORE VIEWING ALL VIDEO
PLZ OFF UR SPEAKER SOUND
DUE TO THE PEOPLE THERE TOKING
XD

~ off to tai wan 4 8 days trip~

2009-03-12T18:49:00.002+08:00

will be in taiwan till next sat
8days trip
make me miss my art camp
and there will be lots of hw i nid to catch up -.-

stay tune
if i am able to connect my psp to the internet
i will be updating my blog :p
so feel free to browse my blog 4 this 8 days
:P

~ANEMIA~

2009-02-24T00:55:00.002+08:00

dam sian sia
the time nw is nearly 1am
i can't slp
always 1- 3am den slp
den next morning
yawning like merlion -.-
i wanna study well this year de sia
dun want waste 1 more yeat retain
>.<

~my com is back~

2009-02-21T12:23:00.001+08:00

yo guyz
my com is back XD
spoil 1 whole week
actually is long time ago can take back
but due to my ram
(which they nvr discover)
was "cao ta liao"
i play too much
my 1g ram
went black
so
my com was running wif 1 g ram XD
wif tons of error -.-
and went 4 service again
pek cek make me so wait so long
how i miss my com
XD
k lah go update my com
later easy kana virus :)

~cny~

2009-01-27T22:06:00.002+08:00

2nd day of cny
this 2 days all eat steamboat
zzz
getting fat XD

ang bao money calculated to be $107
my ang bao nvr exceed $200 de -.-

today gamble
super lucky
starting lose
ending i all the way holy shit
"ban luk" gt over 10 times
somemore i banker wohz -.-
earn like $28
1 people win 6
can go makan liao LOL!

i wanna watch movie!!!

~time to let go~

2009-01-21T22:03:00.002+08:00

today skool as normal
but something happen during pe
i gt caught 4 coloured sock
-.-
pasy $2
but the sock
than call me wear

i keep folding
the auntie bamboo walk pass
saw than ask me pull all the way up
and u noe wat!
she luffed at me
because the sock was imba ugly
-.-
u noe those santa claus sock 4 putting present
than rest of the class as usual
went home
than mrs leong
use the sms system from skool
to sms us XD

intended to pon wif shenq quan de
after tio her sms we went remedial
remedial onli 30min
waste time
go there 4 30min i rather dun go -.-
was like wait till 4pm
wait the librian pple release
since sheng quan waiting
thats all ba

~happy advance birthday cass~

2009-01-19T22:27:00.003+08:00

today very sian
same as usual lor
study like siao
from 7.50am- 4pm
all study
after that go home
5.30 come out
go drive through study again
haha
more like we toking crap XD

tok alot of thing lah
content censored XD

after that go eat satay lor
reach home like 10.15pm liao
XD
super no life

K first of all thanks these people

yunting (1st)
marilyn (2nd)
shao yuan (3rd)
cass (4th)
beverly (5th)

these 5 people gratz me birthday in time
thankz i apperciate it

lol and yuzhe, peishan, shirley
wei jing and yu xian
u guyz were late by 1 day LOL!
but nvm haha
i dun really care XD

k happy advance birthday cassandra
16 years old arh
"lao cha boh" liao
XD
shao yuan dun scold me arh LOL!
~wish ur wish come true cass~

2009-01-17T21:05:00.005+08:00

geez
today saturday
and i am just doing my hw from morning till nite
si beh sian nehz
somemore very tired -.-
finally gt time to rest
went to draw something

no time to shade : x

count down nw is 9.09pm
2 hours 41min

misaka

2009-01-16T22:37:00.004+08:00

k, highly stress year
and u noe wat
i am still in my hoilday mood
i wish some1 could smack me
to wake me up

'o' level
nt a joking matter
no matter wat must serious liao

*limit myself to com 1hour play time onli*
*everyday study at least 1 hour*
*attentive in all lesson*
*remember to do homework*
*less on bball*
*less toking less joking*

expectation
doubt i could make it but i will try to?

today very sian just wanna finished up my art
so that next thursday
won't tio gan again like sec 3

i actually stayed back to do it
>.>
beatrice and ziling came?
and beatrice went 4 her cca
so basically in the art room
is me and her XD

haha was bored
so called reduce the tension
i went to drew some manga
:P erotic but i like the drawing
fell in love wif it

k i noe my shading sux LOL!
and all of it was drawn on the lightbox : x
somemore sad sia
i coulden't see the hand of the other person : x

~COMMON PPLE FLUNK THE PAPER~

2009-01-13T20:06:00.003+08:00

ai yo!
MR TAN
hate him XD
tok about poly course...
coulden't he say something positive?
or within our
standard?

negative=whole lot
positive= nt more than 3min

was like sitting there...
"kaoz eh, dun say liao lah later u "sway chui" really i go"

ya basically sec 4 is different in a sense
getting serious in work
or perhaps really SERIOUS
no more games
no more slacking
attentive in class

If u dun accept urself
neither will people do

carefree is how i am
no doubts, no worries
i like it the way it is
because that is how i am like

happy,sad,hatred,regret,pain
all this were part of our life
no point running away
because there is nowhere u can run
they follow u for life
why not try to accept it
u will feel better in this way
*running from reality is just a futile struggle*

~Wii~

2008-12-29T01:19:00.002+08:00

long time no blog le : x

Holiday arh 0.o mostly nvr go out
onli go on a 1 day tour to malaysia lor
buy bubble gum : x
went there see fireflies

next day come back fod poisoning -.-

nw today leh
went godmom house
realize something i love kids
but i hate them screaming and crying LOL
they bought the Wii dun even noe hw play
somemore 1 day sensor spoil zzz
so lousy : x

~poa test~ (FLUNK)

2008-11-27T23:44:00.003+08:00

Random picture(taken while kbox 4get the date )

I feel so extra every1 can see body by my head sticking out
wanna take a correction tape and tape it off -.-

oh gratz -.-
my godmother's son who work in cafe
ask or rather force me to go learn coffee making at his cafe
dun feel like going
zzz
...
all because of my mom nag me staying at home dun study keep play
Force me go work
dun feel like working nw
just wanna hab a rest
somemore next year
'o' level coming zzz
cannot let me rest
than next year chiong arh zzz
"fei bu ke" chase me go work
somemore there is a important thing i coulden't find the time to do
zzz

Faster class BBQ faster come i gt something
real important 4 that day zzz

ur so cruel

2008-11-16T04:07:00.002+08:00

it 4am in the morning nw...can't get a wink of slp
broading over things
things that coulden't be described by words

those uneasy feelings
dwelling inside me
pestering me
making me frustrated

I was always there
always on the spot where u left
nvr did u turn ur head
to look at me at least once

ur so cruel
u left me so easily
i coulden't help it
hopeless
sadness

memories of me and u
U didn't return me
or rather we coulden't give back

happy moments
it lasted onli awhile
but to me it seems like a life time thing
i nvr 4get the feeling of being embraced by u
the smell of ur hair

neh i really regret
but i can't do anything about it
i coulden't lie anymore
i am too tired to lie anymore

When i am home thinking about u
there were lots of things i wanna tell u
share wif u

but when i am wif u
right beside u
wat onli could came out of my mouth is
"i love you, baka"
>.<

~omg wo shi clown~

2008-10-24T20:08:00.002+08:00

haha
today wohz long day
10am
*Troot Troot*
HP rang
zong han ask 10.30am safra pool
was still in bed i say ai ya wait me 11am than go

11am just bath out finish wait Koh wei jing go wif him
zzz
wait half hour started walking onli when it is 11.30am XD

Play till 2.30pm liddat

u noe wat i pwn sum wee 3 matchs!
LOL
*actually is tyco de haha*

after that went eat the wat fried chicken with rice
inside gt a about 14 years old de
ma de sum wee, zong han, Koh wei jing
zzz
say is my type XD pui where gt my type haha

o yeah! Saw another person
pei shan XD
eating wif her mom so dun want disturb must than si sum wee
zzz
Bu zi liang li XD
go disturb LOL!

after that went home tok fishing eq
went out fish LOL 7 people 3 line
today water so less end up nvr catch fish

went safra play ground
ROFL
Ice and water
blind mice XD

i am the black sheep haha
always hai pple get caught

HAHA SUM WEE U THE FUNNIEST XD
"hai dao ni very jia lat wahah!"

seem like i hab return to my childhood wahaha
it's fun though XD
in future lets do it again yeah!~

I may be 1 type of a clown to bros XD
but it gives me a great sense of achievement
LOL!
at least i could make u all luff XD
Dun break it pass it on XD
It ain't difficult to make pple around u smile!

Smiles always

2008-10-23T13:24:00.002+08:00

this post is to thankz every1 around me

gt nthing to post lah so
decided to post some encouragement to all my friends

Thankz bros
its been so long since i smile
thankz to Sum wee, zong han, koh wei jing, yu xian, shao yuan and lastly
i dun really want to say his name so nvm XD

noe u guyz like to make fun of me,
but i agree it is always fun in a way

And special thankz to 2 person

Bear and pei shan

was there 4 me when i am in my darkest moment
u guyz cheer me up
there is no words which could say hw i apperciate it

personal PM - Bear

I noe u ain't happy sometimes but i really dun noe hw to help u
Guess we also hardly tok recently ba XD
It natural when we see each other like stranger
But ur effort to help me
dun goes to waste :)
cheer up ok :P

Personal PM - shan

thankz arh
u really help me alot XD
Wanna help u but u noe
ark hem XD the bro hor all very kpo de XD
they will think y y de -.- same goes to bear

Personal PM - All bro

OI lol dun think i hao qi fu XD 老虎不发怀当我是病猫! XD
wanna thank u all lah XD
Dun bully me so much ok

AND above those 2 arh dun make fun hor
i noe hor if u see this sure kp me 1 XD
No other meaning dun tease me hor
Tease me i let u 身不如死 XD

~pool~

2008-10-17T19:40:00.002+08:00

k this few days keep pool XD

geting pro in that
perhaps not pro is tyco shit LOL!
if i could i would take a video next time to show hw tyco i am XD
(thought i may be lucky when i am in bad luck there goes either the white or black ball XD)

Pool like 4 hours today and the previous day 5 hours -.- pok liao
after that pok went 7 eleven there eat cut noodle

sumwee: zong han u dun dare eat hot 1 rite
zong han: ya which 1 nt hot 1?
sumwee: this 1

...

after eating there goes me and sumwee very hot
after that we see zong han
ROFL we gt the wrong 1
our 1 is hot but his 1 is super hot ROFL

after that bball lor sian sian sian
i am so noob LOL!

Sry ah koh wei jing
nt dun want call u
is 4get call u XD

~last exam~

2008-10-09T22:15:00.002+08:00

Tmr last exam which is art must work very late tonite -.- just go swimming at jurong and u noe wat i slp le wake up my eyes were all blood shot -.- still nid to do my art till so late XD can't blame liao lolx "suai jiao wo last min do" XD

K today gt poa paper
i thought 8am start so went skool as normal -.-
than reach there every1 see me luff at me lolx because poa paper only start at 10.30am XD i came 2 hours earlier lolx!
So i spend my time doing art in the art room XD
super blur arh me XD

went jurong wif bros lor than sw si beh guai lan XD
pple eat than he shout "chi she meh chi"
he was starving very badly thus say all this nonsence XD
(hope he dun see this LOL!)

sian

2008-09-26T22:11:00.003+08:00

Boring lah today went study in skool as usual...oh ya today is english paper -.- english paper 1 is kinda hard i am scared i will write out of point paper 2 easy lah hahas hope can score high marks there to mak up 4 my paper 1...after skool poa until 2.40pm liddat...went home dead beat so i didn't go study wif zong han. Sry zong han :P

*sometimes i feel i hab some insanity,coulden't stop my anger*
*maby i hab split character?*
*who noes XD*

THOSE WHO SAW MY TAGBOARD KEEP IT TO URSELF, DUN WANT MORE TROUBLES.
EXAM IS NEAR
HIGHLY STRESS MOMENT DUN ADD THE STRESS ONTO ME~

socks! GONE

2008-09-25T20:57:00.003+08:00

haha today went skool first thing was check socks -.- and so lucky i am wearing black socks so there goes my socks XD so was walking around the skool without socks 4 the whole day hahas. Nthing today ba just that i went to maths remidial after skool and went yishun library to study nthing to tok about english tmr so every 1 jia you wohz!~~

~ stress ~

2008-09-23T19:40:00.003+08:00

haha faster blog be4 i lose my mood to blog...a few days ago went fishing wif my pri skool friend (yi tain) AKA si monkey haha above r pic of fishes we caught enjoy haha *take note* (no fishes were harmed during the process)

The next day as usual went out after skool went to actually want stuy de but end up we were playing bball lolx and that it every day bball making me tired hard to revise 4 exam haha

Ps - koh wei jing : haha sucker go update ur blog if u see this ps XD

Further and further away

2008-09-18T23:03:00.002+08:00

It's 11.03pm nw...i just trash things out wif her, i always feared if i ever do so she might nvr treat me as his/her friend anymore, i kept it to myself until today she said something harsh to me...it nt like i can't take the harsh words, but she is simply hurting people around him/her. People see him/her in that way, but i dun think so. I look at her from a different angle. A person with kind personality,a person hard in the outside soft and fragile in the inside. Due to circumstances, she begin to despair towards people, hate them and despair them... i hope she can get out of it soon so people think be4 saying ur words its have great effect over some people.

*he/she is probably crying nw*
*dun ran away from facts*

GREAT DAY

2008-09-18T19:10:00.002+08:00

Today ah first period of skool fight wif art cher dam fucking lor, dun even listen to reason and wanna tok crap -.- zi tao went out of the klass ait until 9.30am than go back...hiding at second floor the place so remote cher also can find -.- btw thankz those people who tried to bring me back but i made up my mind :P

Next haha was thirsty after bball so went blk 208 there de mama shop wanna buy mineral water. Ask the ah du neh hw much each bottle he sell $1.70... imba exp so went other place buy... zi tao he scold me "u go away and dun come back again" -.- where gt people scold customer liddat lah -.- seriously exp ma dun buy so wat my decision -.- heng is lao de or i sure scold him back -.-

Ya today real into the mood to bball play so many match and almost all win :P great team work today hahas keep it up man

*confess or nt to confess -.-*

LONG TIME NO UPDATE~ SPECIAL 4 JIA JUN

2008-09-16T21:59:00.002+08:00

SATURDAY

me 3 days no update le lolx ok exam coming cutting down on my games and simply update because there is some1 who like me to update so he can read my blog lolx : x k on saturday we went out at 7pm liddat went 288 play bball until 8+pm went hill to play fire LOL! Burning the spray can but explode so soft though the can flew far far LOL!

SUNDAY

And on sunday we went out at 7pm+ again to the hill to play fire LOL! Then hear the cival defence people went coming up so we siam them lol! In the end they drove and saw we playing camp fire and was extinguished -.- after that went the prata shop eat prata and the jia jun, wei jing, yuxian, sum wee and winston zzz making fun of me...ARGH LOL! After eating we occupied the space and starting gossiping was so wtf LOL! Dam funny haha after that went jia jun house below tok tok and jia jun freak every1 out wif ghost stories XD
By the time we disperse, we it was already 11.54pm almost 12pm lolx follow xian and jing take bus and all was like walking very fast all because of the JIA JUN who freak us out haha!

wei jing - Zheng han : I think i go home dun bath le LOL!

That wat koh wei jing told me XD

End up i counting the lighter and 12 was left unused -.-
Than leh xian 4get press bell we went all the way to northpoint interchange LOL!
It went 1 big round XD

Tiring day :P

MONDAY

school started again exam 1 day nearer pia studies nthing to tok about XD

TUESDAY

HAHA...today went school studay as usual, after skool had maths tution, learn alot from it XD
see i want study i can de so dun look down on me ok LOL!

After tution went Nee soon cc play bball wif loo wei jing, zong han and sum wee.
And i play to hiong end up my leg below gt 2 big patch of blister -.- it is killing me -.- tmr wearing slipper to skool le -.- plaster put 7 also nt enought to cover LOL!

Dota ah haizzz -.- lose dao siao LOL! bad tough luck today : x

Gd thing is i was about to say out wat was kept to myself 4 so long. :)

lantern festival eve LOL!

2008-09-14T00:21:00.003+08:00

Today morning wake up play dota until 4pm than after that sum wee called me and we went hill fire camping LOL! Earlier 1 day play XD nthing much lah play wif lighter LOL!
Here is a video of it enjoy :P
*sry ah alot of vulgaraties XDi just realize it haha*

:P welcome back :P

2008-09-12T19:57:00.003+08:00

Wootz long time nvr blog le, coulden't say that nthing happen XD. K lah gt gd gt bad, the mood swing period is gone too but still there r something things that make me feel bad though. School days r normal just that i am starting to revise my maths exam coming le streessssss ah! Bball after skool and recently found my childhood toy lol the semi water like thingy XD
Sometimes i tried to communicate wif her more, but to no avail...

*since when hab u stop telling me stuffs*
when in a difficult position, a smile can neutralize it
so smile more :P

~sian~

2008-09-06T00:48:00.003+08:00

sry guyz i noe i long time nvr blog so maby i make do wif a mtv ba :P

~quiz~

2008-09-02T22:14:00.002+08:00

1) Would you fart inside an elevator?
Probably no. ( might just kill the next person who enter the elevator after me : x )

2) What will you do if the person you like doesn't like you back?
Wait 4 her

3) Miss Piggy + Kermit the Frog = OTP?
of course monster LOL

4) Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
kinda :p

5) What's your ideal lover like?
able to get along, out going, cheerful, jokers XD ... most of all a kind and friendly heart

6) Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone else?
None
*being loved sooner or later will get ditched LOL
*loving someone just hurt so much? XD

7) If the person you like does not accept you, would you continue to wait for them to change their feelings?
If possible 4get about it and be friends ( keeping this feeling sealed up within myself )

8) If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
I will do nothing ( dun wanna break them up -.- make me look so bad XD )

9) Is there anything that has made you unhappy recently?
HOHO tons of them -.- uncountable

10) What do you want most in life?
luxury, happiness, friends and many more (greedy XD)

11) Is being tagged fun?
Dun get wat is so fun about it lol

12) If you find out that your best friend is going out with your boyfriend/girlfriend, how would you react?
Imba sad perhaps ignore my friend 4 sometime XD

13) Who is currently the most important person to you?
Havn't found the 1st rated person XD

14) What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
probably retarded especially KOH WEI JING XD

15) Would you rather be single and rich or married and poor?
Both gt both de advantages hard to choose -.-

16) Would you rather be a bum or be a busy person?What's bum ???
Dun get the meaning of bum

17) Would you give your all in a relationship?
Definately, dun give ur all hw will he/she give u his all.

18) Define LOVE.
Happiness, fun, geting along well, wanting to spend the rest of the life wif him/her
definately must be fateful

19) Milk chocolate, white chocolate or dark chocolate?
None, chocolate make me thing of my nephew waste outlet LOL!

20) If you played a prank on someone, and he/she fell for the trick, what would you do?
Luff the hell out of him :P

~

2008-09-02T21:09:00.004+08:00

Today wake up imba early like 5am in the morning com till 6am get rdy to go meet zong han to bball. Went mac eat...*skip* went there play than i threw the ball way up and landed in the bush -.- somemore its raining and i can't find the ball zzz spent 20min just looking 4 the ball and that's it back home tired and slpt till 6.30pm lolx just a ****ed up life i hab LOL boring sick XD

* Is this month the raining season -.-rain everyday without fail -.-*

~lyrics~

2008-09-01T20:22:00.003+08:00

Jap lyrics
kami-sama ni koi wo shiteta koro wa
konna wakare ga kuru towa omottenakatta yo
mou nido to furerarenai nara
semete saigo ni mou ichido dakishimete hoshikatta yo

It's long long good-bye...

sayonara sayonara nando datte
jibun ni mujou ni iikikasetete
wo furu nowa yasashisa dayo ne?
ima tsuyosa ga hoshii

anata ni deai STAR kagayaite atashi ga umarete
aisureba koso i areba koso
kibou no nai kiseki wo matte dou naru no?
namida ni nijimu hoshi no matataki wa gone...

wasurenai yo anata no nukumori mo
sono yasashisa mo subete tsutsunde kureta ryoute mo
It's long long good-bye...

sayonara sayonara itoshii hito
anata ga ita kara aruite koreta
hitori nanka jyanakatta yo ne?
ima kotae ga hoshii

moeru you na ryuusei tsukamaete hi wo tomoshite
aishiteitai aisaretetaihieta
karada hitotsu de sekai wa dou naru no?
haritsudzuketeta kyosei ga toketeku long for...

doushite nano? namida afurete tomerarenai

anata ni deai STAR kagayaite atashi ga umarete
aisureba koso i areba koso
kibou no nai kiseki wo matte dou naru no?
namida ni nijimu hoshi no matataki wa gone...

moshi umarekawatte mata meguriaeru nara
sono toki mo kitto atashi wo mitsukedashite
mou nido to hanasanaide tsukamaetete
hitori jyanai to sasayaite hoshii planet...

English lyrics

When I was still in love with god,
I never expected such a farewell would come.
If I had known I could never feel your touch again,
I would've hoped to be embraced just one last time.

It's long long good-bye...

Goodbye, goodbye, so many times,
I repeated the word to myself,
Waving my hands. It's only graceful, right?
Now, I long to be stronger.

I met you, the stars sparkled, and I was born.
I love you, therefore I am.
What good is waiting for a hopeless miracle?
Through my tear-filled vision, the planet's twinkle is gone...

I can't ever forget your warmth,
Your kindness, and your all-encompassing hands.
It's long long good-bye

Goodbye, goodbye, my beloved.
I came this far because you were here.
I wasn't alone, was I?
Now, I long for answers.

Catch a falling star that looks ablazed and light a fire,
I still want to love, and I still want to be loved.
What good is a lone freezing body to this world?
I long for you to finally drop your act...

What's wrong? Why can't I stop my tears from overflowing?

I met you, the stars sparkled, and I was born.
I love you, therefore I am.
What good is waiting for a hopeless miracle?
Through my tear-filled vision, the planet's twinkle is gone...

If we are reincarnated and can meet again some day,
Please find me and hold me tight,
And make sure you don't let go again.
I wish the planet would whisper to me that I'm not alone...

~Sunday~ XD

2008-08-31T20:40:00.003+08:00

Today went Tao payoh as usual there to see my nephew bt hor after that knew that they went 4 zoo : x so sad lolx didn't see them this week XD slacking over at my god mother house there watch tv -.- bo liao lor than go eat and there we go -.- my cousin wat (ssa) soka (wat) associatioin...a japanese association liddat go there see them perform lor XD bt too bad they played english song where i dun even listen : x k and thats the end of my post :P

~K guyz enjoy ur holiday~
Looking 4ward of returning to skool

*btw sry didn't blog yesturday i went home and dive into my bed LOL!*

~CHER DAY~

2008-08-29T19:08:00.001+08:00

Taken back in the stuff room : x

Basically i didn't go skool today, wake up at 10am com to 11am than wen back pri skool -.- actually so less people go back zzz ... nvm after that we went meet cher in stuff room haha it brings back memory : x after that went Amk wif yi tian shop shop...rather nt shopping, more like he is interesting in looking at chio bu. Went there eat and than back yishun funland. Saw guat and wanlin than went bball that all 4 today :P

*Walking this path is lonely but i accept it*

*losing myself in this process*

o.0 ~cane~ 0.o

2008-08-28T20:54:00.003+08:00

Okies there is at least something to tok about today went skool skip art and gt caught by cher and could see he totally give up on us lolx...*skip* recess go klass eat, maths period someone gt cane but 4get hw to spell his name XD...so basically life is still peaceful bt lonely bt so far it's ok :x

*when u were looking into the mirror wat do u see*

Boring life -.-

2008-08-27T22:16:00.003+08:00

Nthing tok about went skool went home com and slp -.- like pig sia, nthing happening so don't think i will post today :P btw friday is teachers day so ex-peixin pupils hope to see u back in pri skool again :P Looking 4ward 4 it :P

moodswing

2008-08-26T18:22:00.003+08:00

*snapped by yu zhe using my secondary camera to trick cher XD*

Today bad day...serious moodswing plus stress from hw and family -.- like so **** today nthing goes well and like argh! Just feel like going straight home -.- somehow i am sry if i am somehow said something bad to any1 but i really dun mean it just that today was really out of my realm -.- dun noe wats happening to me though hopes it gets better tml :P

~BORING~

2008-08-25T18:15:00.002+08:00

As usual, went to skool study and back home nthing really happen just that was still worried over the prank...haha nvm let the past be the past :P

2008-08-24T16:50:00.004+08:00

haha "tan chi guai" see me take milk so happy
*snapped*
*snapped back by him : x*RAINING ZZZ

Yo guyz, went tao payoh as usual to meet my nephew XD nthing much really just went there to have fun with them...nthing special today so end of post :P

~first timer~

2008-08-23T20:49:00.003+08:00

Guyz my first time blog : x ain't that gd but i am improving. Hope u guyz like it :)